I took a shower, panicked all the way through it, panicked all the way through eating lunch (popcorn), and was unable to go to the class that I didn't sleep through. I feel completely overwhelmed and panicked and I might have triggered my disordered eating back into play (although that might also be the looming threat of clean checks tonight. I have a lot of looming threats and they scare me).
I have piles of housework and work-work and homework staring me in the face and I can't function. I'm surprised I'm at the level of writing this post, to be honest, but I think I'm trying to release some of the tension and break the day down into more manageable levels.
I went to the doctor a couple days ago and he increased my Prozac, gave me some birth control (hallelujah!), and then suggested that I get tested for ADD. Lovely. I'll be doing that on Monday.
-m
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